i can honestly say that i have FINALLY reached a point where i can thoroughly enjoy every single second of makena. that doesn't mean that she is a perfect baby, but i think i've really figured out this whole mom thing. bluntly put, february-july was the hardest few months of my life. between the reflux and colic and homesickness, it was a lot. my sweet girl has done a complete 180 and is the happiest baby in the world! her "cry" is more like a ma-ma-ma-ma whine....a much welcome change from the screaming i once knew. my absolute favorite moments are walking into her room and the morning and seeing her beaming smile the second she spot jon and/or i. my heart never fails to melt and they are moments i will have engrained in my memory forever.
its absolutely insane to me that she is almost 6 months old. i swear that every day she is learning something new. she can now almost sit up straight on her own. she still sort-of does the gorilla sit but shes very close! i am also proud to say that she is now formula-fed. if you know anything about my struggles that came with breastfeeding, you'll know how much of a relief it is for me to be done. i really struggled with the decision to wean but i realized i needed to do it for my own sanity. she has mommy milk for 5.5 months, which i know was a great start. between the dairy allergy, lipase overproduction, lazy baby, bi-weekly clogged ducts and other challenges....it was time. luckily it has been a very smooth transition. even more so for makena than me! she is on a soy-based formula but couldn't care less that it tasted different. phew! sadly, i'm probably gonna gain a good 10 lbs back now that i have re-introduced dairy. i can say that i am definitely still lactose intolerant but that doesn't stop me! cheeeeeeeeese yuuuuuuuuuuuuuum!!!!
chunky legs. :) |
sadly, my brother justin and his family won't make it to the beach because they just welcomed the birth of their precious twin babies! i am so proud to say that i now have SIX nephews and my FIRST niece! Adelyn Patricia and Owen Francesco were born July 16 (2 days after my bday!) and both are home, happy and healthy. it was a very long road for laura, spending an entire month in the hospital before they arrived but she is such a trooper and they are so adorable! i cannot wait to meet them hopefully soon.
perfect babies. adelyn and owen! |
as far as san diego goes, my heart will always be there. i still want to get back there, as soon as possible. it doesn't look like the chances of that happening anytime soon are very great but i've been learning lately to appreciate what i have. i've really been connecting with some of the girls here, i live in a great house and i'm a stay at home mom! what could i really complain about? yes, i miss family and friends (and san diego food) terribly, but i'm trying to enjoy this time here because i know it won't be forever.
i think i'll leave it at that for now. its good to be back :)
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