needless to say i've been peeing every morning when i wake up. today my best friend suzie is leaving after a week of being here. as routine, i got up before jon. peed. waited. saw nothing. went back to bed.
for some reason tho, i didn't throw it away. i tucked the test in my bathroom drawer and went about my day. took sooz to the airport, yada yada yada, etc. a few hours later i remembered that i had kept the test. i took it out, stuck it up by the light, twisted and turned.....
and there it was. for the first 30 seconds i was convinced my eyes were playing tricks on me. it was barely a line. but as they say, a lines a line right?
i was so excited! but at the same moment i realized how excited i was, i also realized how scared i was. here we are again. the joy of the "line". but its a whole different game this time. now's when the praying starts. well actually, the praying started a while ago but now its full force.
i know i know, you're DYING to know what happened next! well...nothing actually. i decided that i am gonna keep my big mouth shut about it for the next 5 long days and wait to break it to baby daddy on father's day.
this is NOT going to be easy.
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